Menghilang dari peredaran

aku putuskan untuk menghilang dari peredaran. ya, menghilang dan gak mau tau lagi tentang apapun tentang dia. hahaha. harus bisa. harus bisa bertahan. harus kuat. gak boleh lemah. aaaaa *teriaksekuat-kuatnya*. ngetik ini sambil dengerin lagunya D' Cinnamons - Super Girl  :D

D cinnamons - Super girl

It’s not suppose to feel

it does suppose to be like this

I’m not what I used to be

soon that I can’t breath

I feel that I can’t be my self

strong when I’m alone

I’d try to get you out of my mind

and many times I try to step on the ground

but shades of you, taste of you, smell of you

spinning in my head…

goin' crazy just because of you

# take me out of here… 2x

I'm not my self, not I used to be

yes, I’m strong. I used to be a supergirl

well… I just miss  being me

so long, I’ve blame my self dreamin but you

I don’t want to stop, and I hate to be alone

just tell me, where you are

I’m looking for you at many places

never bored askin people ’bout where you are

hey don’t you dare treat me like

you don’t know me

now you’re out of my world, don’t know

where to find you

ooo… that strong little girl

ooo… I don’t wanna be alone

you control me, you control me, ohh..

you control me ….

the way you are makes me don’t wanna go

won’t be alone anymore

you control me…

ya, menghilang dari peredaran. mengalah tapi gak kalah. karena yang namanya mengalah itu membutuhkan kekuatan yang lebih besar dong. jadi, walaupun kiita mengalah bukan berarti kita lemah. gak, bukan lemah. mengalah supaya gak tersakiti. itu aja. :') ngapain juga harus dipaksain? buang buang energi aja kali, kalau jodoh nggak bakalan kmn juga kok haha *menghiburdiri*. yah, finally, i made a really big decision, hope this problem will find another way, the best way :)